You are who you are. Don't ever try to be what someone else wants you to be. Don't suck your stomach in because you want to be skinny. Don't do 1000 leg lifts a day to get the perfect ass. Don't stop eating because someone said you have a double chin. Don't wear 100lbs of makeup because someone said it looked good. Don't go to the tanning bed every day because every hot girl on TV has golden tan skin. Don't dye your hair blonde because blondes have more fun. Don't wear a push up bra because your boobs are too small. Don't squeeze into size 0 pants because it isn't cool to be a 1. Don't get your belly button pierced because that girl next to you in math class was showing her's off last week and all the guys started asking her out. IF YOU LOVE YOURSELF, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. You do NOT need to have protruding hip bones, sharp facial structor, big lips, tan skin, a flat stomach, and lifted boobs to be beautiful. Just be yourself. I know that sounds so cliche, but just do it. Tell anyone who doesn't like it to go suck a fuck, and tell yourself you can be whatever you want because it's your skin and you're beautiful as long as you think you are.

What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends.
But they really your enemies, with secret identities.
And diguises, to hide their true colors.
So just when you think you're close enough to be brothers.
They wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin.

- Eminem (If I Had)

What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle.
Put in front of your optical to slow you down.
And everytime you think you gotten past it.
It's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground.

- Eminem (If I Had)

I am me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it — I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects I do not know — but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully looks for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I have discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me.

- Virginia Satir

Don't miss out on what's happening now because you are waiting for something better to come along. You can't live for the future, just like you can't line in the past.

Another Funny Disney Memory

So whenever I think of insanely good memories from my Disney trip with my family and my BFFL Beth, I'm gonna post them! So this happened in Epcot one night when my family, Beth, and I were going to the bridge that is almost at the entrance to the park to watch the fireworks. Well, we came from France and we saw these two guys who were dancing hysterically in the street. Apparently, they were doing the "Dougie" dance? Haha so anyway, I almost bumped into one of them. One of the guys said "you almost bumped into that person" and the other guy says "it's alright, she knows how to dougie". Haha no I really don't. So they kept walking and dancing in front of us. It was the most hilarious thing ever! :D

A Hysterical Vacaton Memory

Haha my BFFL Beth and I both got a kick out of this one. We were on a vacation to Disney, but first, we stopped at Universal Studios to have lunch at Jimmy Buffett's Margaritaville. So we ate lunch and on out way out, there were these people with parrots. You could have one of these parrots put on your shoulders. So Beth and I both had a parrot put on our shoulders. Later at the hotel we were staying at, I commented on how the person who put the parrot on our shoulders looked a lot like Justin Bieber. Then, Mom walks into the room and informs us that the person was a girl (side note: the person had really short hair and it looked like Justin Bieber's hair). I was like "oh" and it got wicked awkward and silent. Then me and Beth both started cracking up laughing.

When you're a beautiful person on the inside, there is nothing in the world that can change that about you. Jealousy is the result of one's lack of self-confidence, self-worth, and self-acceptance. The Lesson: If you can't accept yourself, then certainly no one else will.

Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident, and more and more successful.

"Fuck no! I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you or hate you for it. That's what I've found just on a street with fans, and people on the street. They either can't stand me or love me from telling the truth and saying what's on my mind."

- Eminem

I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. and i don't want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines, and sing out loud in the car with the windows open, and wear pink shoes, and stay up all night laughing, and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want to sleep hard on clean white sheets, and throw parties, and eat ripe tomatoes, and read books so good they make me jump up and down.

"I used to say I've never met someone like you before. I still ain't got a fuckin' clue as to who you really are."

- Eminem

"The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed."

- Eminem

Music is what I turn to when I'm feeling a certain way. It's my reason for everything.

Do what makes you happy,
Be with who makes you smile,
Laugh as much as you breathe,
and love as long as you live.

Boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us.. So keep your head up and your spirits high.. Because if you don't... Life will just pass you by..

I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose. The one where he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him. The one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, the one he can't live without.

Music does bring people together. It allows us to experience the same emotions. People everywhere are the same in heart and spirit. No matter what language we speak, what color we are, the form of our politics or the expression of our love and our faith, music proves: we are the same.

I love you #teamshady and all the Glamberts ♥

DAY 30

In 5 years, I see myself in college getting some sort of degree. AND I FINISHED THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE! :D

DAY 29

What I wore today...Well, I wore my pajamas until I had to get ready for summer league. Then, the pink tanktop we have to wear and black shorts. Now, I'm wearing my pajamas; a white shirt with smiley face boxers. :)

DAY 28

Me last year

Me now

I don't think I've changed that much. I got a boyfriend in the past year and have been a little more talkative, but that's it.

DAY 27

I have a Disney pin collection and a Disney pressed penny collection. I've had them since I was little and I still do. :)

DAY 26

My favorite band at the moment is definately Adam Lambert. Now if you asked me who is my favorite rapper at the moment....now that would be Eminem! :D